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Saturday, May 23

Dear Emmy,

About two weeks ago I suffered a seizure and headed to DePaul Hospital nearby, where doctors discovered I had a brain tumor.

A neurosurgeon checked me into the hospital and removed the tumor. He believes it's benign. But he, and others, made it clear the tumor will most likely grow back. Maybe in six months, maybe in one year, maybe in ten. At some point, it will probably kill me.

I write these letters now filled with sorrow that I may never see you graduate from high school or college; that I may not be able to watch you grow up, have children and start your own family. The thought saddens me because that's what I've always wanted. To see my sweet baby daughter blossom into a young woman, a world traveler, an adventurer.

At times, fear and sorrow overwhelm me. Other times, confidence overwhelms me. I picture you and me 20 years from now huddling together, reading from these letters and laughing. Still, I write these letters with the understanding that that may never happen. These letters I write to you, Emmy, so you'll never forget your daddy and his undying love.

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